Name:Tara Country:United States State:Nebraska Metro:Lincoln Birthday:6/20/1989 Gender:Female
Interests::sleeping:partying:being crazy:guys:hanging out with my bitches:girls night out:bomb fires:music:cruising around:pissing people off while driving:ferris wheels:bubble baths:hot rides:hot studs:
:BlueDevils:Redsoxs:sports: Expertise:::oh you know:: Occupation:Student Industry:Other
A girl like me is never going to settle for second best.
You want to know what living life to the fullest actually is? It's waking up on Monday morning with no complaints. It's knowing you always deserve to laugh. It's doing what feels right no matter what. It's doing what you want to, no matter how stupid you look. It's about being yourself, because no one can tell you you're doing it wrong.
There's someone in her past that she hasn't gotten over yet. Each day is like the last & she misses what she can't forget. It's just an empty space where something used to be. Now she guards the gate, but she's lost the key. So no one enters, but no one leaves.
You have to speak your mind. Don't let anyone talk you out of being you.
Oh don't worry You didn't break me No sweetie, you Completelydestroyed me
she smiles like everyone expects her to. she's living up to the expectation of never letting anything get to her. but something's wrong with that smile today. congratulations, kid. you got to her.
we're all pretty bizarre. some of us are just better at hiding it, that's all.-the breakfast club.
you're letting her think you're emotionally available. you're letting her think she has a chance...and there's nothing worse in the world than thinking you have a chance when you really don't. -Grey's Anatomy.
As I sit in this smokey room The night about to end I pass my time with strangers But this bottle's my only friend
people said ive changed so much. well here's the honest truth, I grew up. i stopped letting people push me around. i learned that you can`t always be happy. i accepted reality.
covered in a blanket on a sunday porch, thinking of the weekends, she would party in the city. she doesn't have a flame. she'd prefer to burn out like a torch. if she gets nowhere in life, at least she knows she's pretty.
This air is contagious, no one can save us. Nothing this good could ever last, Tonight is a drug that I won't give up. This is my favorite addiction.
If you never take it seriously then you never get hurt. If you never get hurt then you always have fun, and if you ever get lonely just go to the record store and visit your friends.
Just forget, all I ever wanted was to forget. Bloodshot eyes and a starless sky. Who the hell are we kidding?
I try to decipher every little thing that life throws at me, like it would have some kind of hidden code that if i crack, my life is going to alter and become what i want it to be. It's so frustrating, because I do it non-stop. My brain is constantly thinking, and working. And as soon as I think I've figured things out, It turns out I'm wrong. I'm stuck on thinking that everything has a hidden meaning, and because my life isn't anything I wanted it to be, if I figure out those hidden meaning, and crack all of the codes, I can be the person I want to be, with the life I want to have.
And we're gonna risk it all for the weekend Cause I've been needing this time off and everybody's drinking You get excited, you can't hide it when you hit the floor The after party won't get started till bout three or four So when you see me from across the room, boy you know what to do Can you get me in the mood?
thats the problem with us. we're too much alike. we're stubborn asses & always want to get our way. we both hate to be wrong & love to be right. but thats the thing about love. no matter what happens, we always come back for each other one more time
Watching someone stop breathing. Feel the arms and palms releasing. The color, the smell of the skin, All of this with your fingerprints. And there isn't a thing that they can do.
prove me wrong ;; show me you're different.
I know you never meant to do everything you put me through It's okay I forgive you Just know that when you see me cringe sometimes I'm trying to rid the poison from my mind
Say I have known some Less than I should Say I have known some Too well for my own good Say I´m a saint of mercy Say I´m a whore I´ve been a lot of things But never yours
We have no time to stand and stare... And I know it's easy to say, But it's harder to feel this way, I miss you more than I should, Than I thought I could, Can't get my mind off of you...
My peace and quiet was stolen from me when I was looking with calm affection. You were searching out my imperfections.
The hardest things to say are the words that mean the most So i'll bite my tongue till it bleeds and i doubt you'll even know The easiest things to fake are feelings to fool someone else And i've been tricked for so long by you that i spent these last few months in my own hell A failed apology A day too late but now i see That all you really want's to see me dangle neck first from a tree But what would you need me for You've got friends galore And i've ever been to you is a waste of time and nothing more
but when i look in the mirror, i see a girl who's been through so much, & yet, still finds a way to smile at the past. she still loves with all her heart, or what's left of it. & when you see her walking in the hallway, i can guarantee you she'll have her head up high faking a smile just one last time. & for all those people who try to break her, you never will
The thing people forget is how good it can feel when you finally set secrets free. Whether good or bad, at least they're out in the open. And once your secrets are out in the open, you don't have to hide behind them anymore. The problem with secrets is even when you think you're in control, you're not.
im odd like that, you see and im lovin' every minute of it.
drank down the whole bottle of cuervo to set her soul on fire just 2 hits take her that much higher all drugged out & delirious she's looking for love cause the only love she's ever found is the kind that's gone in the morning
I don't want to ever feel like I did that day. Take me to the place I love, take me all the way.<3
so i guess i wont be getting my car back until Wednesday b/c i need like tons of new crap in it...MEH! but other then that it was just school..which was boring as usual. i mean i only had to PiCk up my lock like 50 times today! but overall things are going good. well i have nothing to write so buh bye!
well this weekend is pretty much going to be boring...
my car is in the auto shop again...MEH! {its a piece of crap} so my moms been driving me to school...ehhh. it wont stop snowing!! which makes me angry as hell.grrrr. cant play tennissssss!!
nothing really been going on at school..friday got to school like at 5th pd because i overslept again. but yea last night went to the basketball game vs. Northeast..i might add that it was the most retared game ever..lost by one point. theres more about it of course...
today my mom is making me clean my room...and then who knows?? like i said this weekend is going to be boring. but yea thats pretty much all i have to say so im an owttie loves!
